Love, Love, Love

The feeling that most people can't explain in the shortest form, the word that sometimes people tend to abuse, the emotion that sometimes break boundaries and differences.

To love someone is not measured on how much they have to do to show it but to really

understand the meaning of it, the happiness and joy it brings.

Loving someone shouldn't be difficult because it's the pureness of your intention matters the most. Loving someone sometimes take a great deal of sacrificing because your better half might not understand your shortcomings and never blame them for it.

Love is a bond that 2 people share and if they really have an effective conversation on a daily basis, it makes the bond stronger. Do not keep things buried in the heart because it might one day just erupts like a volcanic disaster.

To my Bb,

I love you because it's a simple fact of being with you, makes me happy.

I love you is because I can see the good in us being together.

I Love you because you have your way in making me feel this certain longing to find out more about yourself.

I love you is because I accept you for who you are.

I love you because it's a natural feeling that came my way.

I love you because I can.

And I love you because you make me learn new things each day.

Love, as complicated some might find it, is just a 4 letter word, if not understood properly wouldn't mean a thing to anybody.

I Am Sorry Dad

Dear Dad,

How long has it been since I've came back to keep you company ? It was mom's words that rang in my head over and over each day. "Keep your father company as he is old and he needs your attention more than ever". It was those

words too that made me gave up everything I have dreamed of becoming and all those hopes I had for my own future, just to make you happy, by altering the course in my life, your WAY !!!

I'm sorry sometimes I

need a moment for myself where I am actually doing things that make me happy, no matter if it's only for a brief moment, WHICH most often times, you would disagree on.

I'm sorry if sometimes I am too numb from all your rantings on how I should live my life the way YOU want it, that I forget to listen.

I'm sorry if sometimes my eyes are too tired of having to keep up with the directions to your demands and needs that I just shut them and let them, my

sorrow passes by.

I'm sorry that sometimes I lose my way around you that I don't seem to be digesting and understanding to your every harsh remarks and threats.

I'm sorry that all I have given up for YOUR happiness' sake, I am still as useless as you'd like to think I am.

I'm sorry that despite all my hundreds of percent of effort still fail to make you live a life, the way you wanted it, the way it makes you happy, in every way i

t should have been.

Dad,

I'm at the end of the alley where my path is just blocked by a thick wall, thicker than the Great Walls Of China and what seem to be higher than

the Empire State Building of NY.

I am close to becoming a schizo due to my self consoling all the time.

Do you know that ? I bet you don't because you just don't give a damn.

Dad,

I'm so sorry if one of these days, the resorts to the ends of my depressing life shall be the ones most parents would fear their

children of committing. But put it this way, I would really do you a favor by then. No more anger, no more disappointment and never again, a day where you have to guide me, YOUR way.

Falling Flat and Break Yer Nose

Went out for drinks with one of my usual drinking leg. Gossiped a bit until she told me what her going-to-be ex boss said to another colleague.

That piece of shit mother fucker took the male staff for somewhat a business trip to Thailand. They went to a bar where there are girls, chics that serve you and get paid. But during the occasion, all the chics were more preoccupied serving those ang mos and paid no attention to 2 asian dudes.

The moron turned to his worker and said this in his face "You see ? The reason she didn't wanna come over to talk to you is because she knows you have no money. You are poor"

When I heard of that, although it doesn't concern me at all, I was seriously infuriated and really, imagined if I had been that guy staff, the boss woulda been punched in his ugly face.

One has, no matter how rich you are, no right to degrade someone like that in their faces, especially when he's you staff. The person whom you underpay and who actually is helping you to GET RICH.

I told my friend that this kinda person will get his bad karma soon. We all just need to wait and see God plays with him

Driver !! Send Me To Eat Shit !!

A friend said, when you are rich, buy a big-ass car and get yourself a driver. Yeah ! If it's a limousine, YES ! I fucking will get myself a a driver to send me around like a helpless retard.

That's the difference in mentality of the grew-up-without-much and those who-didn't-know-how-lucky-they-were.

My parents said once, when we are rich, we will drive a big car. Then I asked, but why do I see people hiring drivers to send them around ?

My dad said "That's because they don't know how to drive"

My mom said "That's because they're stupid"

Then they both said "If we were to buy ourselves a super luxury car, we better drive it ourselves instead of letting the driver experience all the comfort and high-end on-board gadgets.

They have a point, why pay so much for a car that you get to sit at the back only ? Might as well take the bus or the van sapu. You still get a driver but you pay him so much less. IDIOTS !! You can be rich, one has every right to. But please, Oh I beg you, don't let yourself become the useless rich brat who can't differentiate reality and fairytale.

What kind of crap is "I get myself a driver because somewhere along the 30-minute journey from home to the office, I can formulate my business plan". I officially HATE bragging mother fuckers like these.

DAMN IT !!! I LIKE IT, I BUY IT, OK ????

I personally don't really like people who talks as if they know every, single fucking thing about life. They say the dumbest things and always, expect others to follow what they say. I mean, HELLO !!!! Who the fucking hell do you think you are ????"

I seriously am superly and utterly annoyed by a certain group of people. When one, for a damn good example, say, buys a car, as true good friends, no matter how CRAP we think that car is, we must be happy for the new car owner, and instead of saying idiotic shit like "Aiyoh, why didn't you get so and so model instead of this one ?" Gosh !!! Seriously, we buy what we like and not what YOU like, get it ? There had been a number of times whereby I felt like telling this people "It's my money, I can buy WATEVA. As long I like it"

Honestly, usually these are those that can't really afford what others' can. So they try to be some smart-ass to mask their envy or even jealousy. Kinda sucks when you see someone younger becoming more successful than you huh ?